March 11, 2012

HI!im SYLVIA TEONG!!( lame~~)



hmm,my life is kinda boring, kinda depressing
as wad i said jobless make me feel useless and soon i'd become hopeless
yea yea yea i mean it

let's see
how am i gonna spend the next 3 lonely bored weeks of holiday
probably finish reading up more than 5books?
(sounds hardworking, bt somehow always fall asleep after 15min reading.zZz..)
probably catch up with old sch mates as much as possible? (yea,that's what im doing)
probably go around somewhere photoshooting? (time's to upgrade my lousy skills)
probably visit da beach for one day sun taning ?(yea,i wanna be AFRICAN or PHILIPPINO.zzz)
probably compose a new song for myself? (sounds great man!)
probably go for a picnic outing with my baby monkey and my 2 little soft toy?
( sounds lonely.ZZZ,seems like only bb monke and soft toy could accompany you)
probably buck up the language that i wanted to learn for quite a long time? ( too bad im kinda impatient and lack of motivation at the moment)
probably learn to cook?( cheh, absolutely is forced by my DEAREST MOM!)
probably...
probably...
LOL feel free to text me any suggestion if you read this stupid article


well,i just miss the bangkok trip last year at this time
miss the travellers, kind ppl, guest house n haunted hostel that i stayed,the big bag pack i carried and walked around the city, Amphawa river - a small pristine village, mango sticky rice..
the bit and piece memorable stories still lingers on my mind
looking forward to the next trip

Thank God i get to share my burden, my tears with few elder sis recently
yea,its kinda realease and relief as well
indeed overcome every obstacles ain't easy
but only when we go through these
we got to have faith in You more firmly
especially You listen to our every single prayer
i really can feel that You're there for me
You're there to give strength and assure me that my life is full of your grace
i shall live in joy and rely on your mighty hands
At the same time,i pray for every of my single friends who are studying abroad
give them strength, secure as well whenever they are
whatever they're doing they shall know all is to glorify your name
This is my prayer in Jesus's name, Amen.

March 06, 2012

Appreciation

if your good friend seems doesnt appreciate what u did at all, do u still care for him/her?
i hope i do regardless of the dissapointment.

Take care and enjoy your life there. Perhaps what i did was just an fake action to you. Well, forget it.




Glad to chat with my dearest=)

February 23, 2012

i just hope i wont be dead because of all these shit stuff!!

对,我快要窒息了!
i know i cant take the stress any longer!

i just wanna shout!!
i just wanna a hug!!
i just want my sis to be with me and comfort me!!
i realize that i really need someone that mean so much to me to be my side right now

been isolated for 2 weeks
yea yea yea
i choose to be like that
in fact
im on the edge of giving up myself

feel so helpless right nw

kindly gimme a big smile to comfort me when u saw me
perhaps i would feel kinda relief from everything

January 16, 2012

emoh

Home sweet home
no matter how
in your life
in your heart
FAMILY
is the best

Thank God i have them in my life

January 11, 2012

hesitating

Well,im still hesitating..
no idea where to go..

what you will do when you only left the only option to choose?
the second alternative? you have to strive for it
20 years old, somehow i still fear of the kinda feeling i used to had in 2011.

Lots of uncertainty surrounding me, and im wondering if every thing had already become hopeless for me.

tell me how cheer up when u have no motive at all towards anything
teach me how to fake a smile in front of the person you love

no doubt,i just wanna hide my feeling.

December 16, 2011

Jesus is the reason fro the season!



Christmas is coming! I love this season,it means the year is ending soon.and every Christmas is a good time to share the good news to my fellow friends&family.
On top of that, it's a wonderful moments for me to have a gathering and fellowship with my bro & sis. And so,im looking forward to celebrate with all of my dear..
however,i'll never forget what's terrible news i gotta faced before the celebration-- my results s releasing soon, been worrying these days.
must admit that i never did my very best for it,but still hope the outcome would be fine.



So sorry,Mr. Joseph.bout today.Hope you're fine.Cheer up ya.




sigh-ing,never seen him for many days=(

A little sharing


Recently come across a great article and would like to share with those who often visit my blog.=)

Here it goes

In Puritan communities, church attendance was required, and the most commonly read books were the Bible and Pilgrim's Progress. Truly faithful believers in Jesus Christ were unsure of their salvation, and those who did not believe were assured by their outward practice of righteousness.

In this sermon, Thomas Hooker essentially says, "Some of you people show up at church and think you're right with God, but you're not." He presents Abraham as a non-negotiable model of what saving faith is, and he outlines six footsteps of Abraham's faith. He informs the congregation that if they do not meet any of these footsteps, they are not truly saved. Wow.

I listed them below, pasted from the original sermon.

1. "The first step which Abraham took in the ways of grace and happiness, you shall observe (Gen. 12:1) to be a yielding to the call of God."

2. "The next step that Abraham, and so every faithful soul, sets forward is this: that whenever faith cometh powerfully into the heart, the soul is not content barely to yield to the command of God, but it breatheth after his mercy, longeth for his grace, prizeth Christ and salvation above all things in the world, is satisfied and contented with nothing but the Lord Christ; and although it partake of many things below, and enjoy abundance of outward comforts, yet it is not quieted till it rest and pitch itself upon the Lord, and find and feel that evidence and assurance of his love, which he hath promised unto, and will bestow on those who love him."

3. "The third step of Abraham's faith was this: he casteth himself and flingeth his soul (as I may say) upon the all-sufficient power and mercy of God for the attainment of what he desireth; he rolleth and tumbleth himself, as it were, upon the all-sufficiency of God."

4. "I say, he must not only depend on God, but he must wait upon the holy one of Israel."

5. "This is the next step that Abraham went; and this you shall find when God put him upon the trial (Gen. 22). ...Methinks I see the saints there reaching after Christ with the arms of faith, and how when anything lay in their way, they were content to lose all, to part with all, to have Christ."

6. "The last step of all is this: when the soul is thus resolved not to dodge with God, but to part with anything for him, then in the last place there followeth a readiness of heart to address a man's self to the performance of whatsoever duty God requireth at his hands."

Summary: "Now gather up a little what I have delivered. He that is resolved to stoop to the call of God; to prize the promises, and breathe after them; to rest upon the Lord, and to wait his time for bestowing mercy upon him; to break through all impediments and difficulties, and to count nothing too dear for God; to be content to perform ready and cheerful obedience; he that walketh thus, and treadeth in these steps, peace be upon him. Heaven is hard by; he is as sure of salvation as the angels are. It is as certain as the Lord liveth, that he shall be saved with faithful Abraham, for he walketh in the steps of Abraham, and therefore he is sure to be where he is."

Are you challenged? I certainly am. Thomas Hooker encouraged his hearers to examine themselves and exercise discernment. He encouraged the faithful to remain steadfast, and he comforted the saints with the hope of reward in heaven. My professor said, "Walking in the way of Abraham is very, very, very, very hard, but God is watching, and he is crying with you, and he is joyfully conspiring ways to reward you. He is with you, and he is saying, 'Finish. Finish. Finish. Finish. Finish.'"

I will leave you with Hebrews 12:1-2, "Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God."