i know

okay.i must admit that thing is unpredictable

should i just clear all my wistful thinking

and change my thinking

so that i could study well over there?

i believe one day the dream will still come true.no doubt.

everything at the moment ain't beyond my expectation

i know im selfish because i just thought of myself

i know i din relay on God and pray to Him

i know i refuse to heed my parents advise more

i know i know

i feel helpless while considering,applying the Uni that i wanna study

i know im nobody

i might be over-confidence

thank you,Lord

everything that happen in the past 2 months

let me know that

im growing up

i dun really understand wad the means of GROW during

"grow in the Lord " youth camp last yr

but now

i get it