hesitating

Well,im still hesitating..
no idea where to go..

what you will do when you only left the only option to choose?
the second alternative? you have to strive for it
20 years old, somehow i still fear of the kinda feeling i used to had in 2011.

Lots of uncertainty surrounding me, and im wondering if every thing had already become hopeless for me.

tell me how cheer up when u have no motive at all towards anything
teach me how to fake a smile in front of the person you love

no doubt,i just wanna hide my feeling.